Often I am in a postion where others look up to me. I am a mentor, teacher, therapist, clergy, the friend everyone cries to, or on... and rarely can I do that with others. Rarely can I let my guard down because of the spotlight I feel I am in. So here will be the place I will say the things I am afraid to say. Here will be the place I can lay down thoughts and processes, much like the Pensive in Harry Potter.
My first secret is that I am afraid that if I "lost it" in front of my spirtual community that they would eat me alive.